~juSt that!

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Some people say that i'm too open.
They say it's not good to let them know everything about me.
And they say one day they will use every little things against me.
But i don't mind maybe they're right.
That's just how it is and i got nothing to hide.

i live my life the way i want.
i got nothing to hide, nothing at all.
Life is not a fairy tale, they should know that life is real.
i live my life the way i want i got nothing to hide.
Nothing at all.
Life is not a fairy tale life they should know that life is real.
Life is real, yeah. Life is real.

A friend of mine gave me an advice..
He said be careful and think twice before you talk about your life.
Protect yourself just keep quiet.
The more they know the harder they try. To spoil your ways to spread lies and even though. I know he could be right i just said i..

i live my life the way i want i got nothing to hide nothing at all life is not a fairy tale they should know that life is real.
i live my life the way i want i got nothing to hide nothing at all life is not a
fairy tale life they should know that life is real.
LIFE IS REAL.

Me i be ayo ogunmakin fear no foe i am real from head to toe just like life is real and you should you.
Me i be ayo ogunmakin fear no foe i am real from head to toe like life is real and you should know.

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My sis said that if you want something or someone to change, starts from yourself.
I don't need or expect anyone to change for me, then i'm not changing for any.
I will just for myself.
So DON'T ask me to change if you can't change yourself.
You should not ask what you can't handle.
And i know you wont' able to handle this.

Me, to be more open.
Me, to expect less.
Me, to stop at good and not strive for excellence.


Me i be i am, fear no foe i am real from head to toe.
And I live real and YOU should KNOW.

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'deceitful'

One by one we are getting in.
One blinds the others of the piece of lie that is created.
One is folding blinded in the own thought and deceive in romance.
In which of there might be some but none has shown out.
To be drawn and sucked in the delusion of one own creation.
Being kept in the bubble for a bit while.
Fresh, warm and calm while kept inside.
Trying very best to delude oneself.
It's not there.
That's just it.
Can't force as it's too fresh, real and individual.
Can't push as it's against the nature and willing.
Can't pull as there is nothing fall down and nothing to grab on.
The big piece of illusion one kept getting in.
Shrunken delusion of fragile bubble.
Blew off.
Too fresh and too real - hurts.
Blast all over.
Ache and pain.
The truth, the lost hope, reality, the doubt - gone.
What else can one do but just admit and accept?
Time needs to be spared.
Comfort needs to be provided.

Longing for that.
Longing for what fills in the air.
Longing for the warmth and kind.
Longing for the taste of those lips.
Longing for that...


Living in a delusion, try to face reality; then turn one into the other.

Get real?
Get lost?
Get over it?

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xxx

Silver & Gold

Make new friends, but keep the old;
Those are silver, these are gold.

Along side the river view, peace and calm.
Here i am to embrace all charm.
Hectic lives and heavy thought.
Too bad with them i brought.

Easy breeze and still moment,
Found silver and missed the gold.
This is it the moment to live it.
So much relax that brought back the pain.
Can't help of missing the gold.
Moment sprung up.
Time on the walking back from the camp.
Time over the cup of hot coffee or the sip of wine.
Time in the swimming pool.
Time in front of SATC.

Make new friends, but keep the old;
Those are silver, these are gold.

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xxx