~MiSsinG piEcE, mE? ~

From the conversation throughout this week,
i heard that it's just hard to find the other half (better half) when you are kinda of completed.
haha, touch life for the well-rounded girl (term of knowledge, not physically)
'So do you have boyfriend?'
"Have you ever had boyfriend?"
"You did have sex before, right?'
'What kind of guy are you looking for?'
'Come on, you are bi-, i know you are'
haha those are just some that i have been in the conversation with, just by this week.

So just to practice my deep listening skill, i do take that and think about it.
Is there such thing as too much to love yourself?
Not to find outside but within.
Let's say if you have two people in you. (spiritually, not pregnantly)
Then one can accompany and one can cherish another.
Is that too weird?
Does that show the desperate of not be able to find your another half somewhere else?
Well, to say that what if the another half is already in you?
I know that this might sound super weird and creepy.
Still, just dont' feel like i need to find another one.
haha as not i might not be able to find.

On the very fresh news here, my mom just states last night that ...
"Just 1 million baht, if you can have that. I'm all yours" (feel free to use xe.com for the exchange rate)
"No need to stay in Thailand as well."
How's about that people?
That's my mom, dearest of mine.
Just can't help to love her, yeah?
So, GO and get yourself a book of 'How to be a millionaire' and get right on to that.
On the small note, for the world economy changes esp Thai as well, nothing is certain on the price.
So, it might be this today and another tomorrow, you never know.
haha..



love love,
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xxx

~HeRe tO tHe bEauTy~

Don't just open your eyes but your mind as well. ---

Going out into the crowd each day, not only my eyes that open.
Along with the curve of my brain that twittering, more lines are giggling in my book.

One of the thing that i have noticed always is that Thai people are pretty.
Everyone does. (for some might be strongly oppressed me on that, that's me though)
I also do believe that people feel prettier and more confident in oneself once they are surrounding by beauties.
That's what such thing calls Fashion exist.
There is one thing calls me-first attitude, right?
Some might think that it's such a negative thing.
Well, thing likes coin. There is always two-sides of it.
For me as i do plant and try to grow the good happy seed in me, i focus on the positive side.
More world that you put yourself into, more beauties that you can see and feel.
I do feel pretty and more beautiful.
Then by feeling that more joy comes your way. No kidding.
One small practice that you can try yourself is to smile to stranger once a day.
No expect of anything back, well for sure you will feel good about yourself.
As i always say, you will make two people happy. ;-D
I like to do that.
I feel pretty when do that.
I feel bright smiling day when do that.
I feel brushing (sometimes haha) when i do that.
I feel that it's gonna be just another wonderful day when i do that.
So just try it.

Just last week, i went to the club (rarely seem to happen nowadays for me. Working life haha)
First glance that i have, Thai girl is really beautiful.
Well, to say that i take my side for my own nation would not be so bad though.
In the light and at night with the music in the head and beauty at the sight make day just nice.
To see the fashion and music seem to be just time to have fun and smile on my face.
For sometimes that i can't help put myself into the nation and feel pretty as well.

Not so surprise to Siaji's (and others) reaction see me wearing skirt then.
Pretty and beauty i am, right?

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xxx

~SLoW slOw..

As time goes by each day either slow or fast, it's up to the speed of the eyes of the beholder.
Seems like the time for me more likely on the jet speed turbo, i try my best to get on the slow speed as much as i can.

One slow mood of mine occurs when i am on the sky train (BTS) here in BKK.
Refer from my previous, it does feel nice to be between the road and the sky when you are gazing up there.
BKK is always nice and beautiful. Creates confusion to many Westerner of 'Rainy season', she is lovely bright each day.
Try this yourself, just allow your mind to get drift away while you are on the way to work, to your office or school.
Dont' think of as it's Monday or Friday or whatever day. Just let it that space of time to yourself.
It does feel good.

Another thing that i like is to observe and see people while i am on board.
How fascinating people's behavior in the morning can be!
Can't seem to give big smile to the kindergarden kid on his way to school. (it must be so cool when your answer of how do you come to school is no longer 'by bus' but 'by BTS' instead) haha
Can't seem to giggle to myself when the right song comes up to boost up the morning of mine and feel like swaying with the tune.
Can't help feel good when now i can notice the same faces on the train on my way to work. Just to feel that i am in the routine!
Can't stop checking the fashion of people who get on and off in each station. It is just fun to match the fashion with to the station.
And of course, on this slow time of mine, despite the surrounding, i do have time to breath in and out and control my morning meditation. Then your slow day is just fulfilled and ready for the next gear shifts for your day.

Charging myself and ready for the week to come!

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xxx

~gOOd daYs coMinG~

As said to myself, it's the Good beautiful day today.
Despite the traffic (as i don't get use to it) and the adventure on the motorbike in the morning (aka. it's crazy!), i do enjoy the public transportation here though.

Trying to get use to the working style as the office girl, i need to act fast for the traveling here and there without Macy (my CR-V). So tried many times on the taxi doesn't really work for me. (not with the cost and time spent on it) So, getting a ride with my sister and her husband to the BTS (sky train) then head for the motorbike to the office. The overall process will take like 35 mins - 40 max. With the half price compare to the taxi. Not bad. Plus the good side that i will be able to enjoy the view from the above and away from the traffic on the road. Not bad at all.

However, one thing for sure quoted from my good friend's (Siaji) saying 'I'm pressed', you dont' want that to happen when you are in the traffic in the morning. Or on the raining of Friday's night after working hour. The worst time ever that you can put yourself into. You may think that you can get the taxi anywhere here. Think again. For real that you really in need of 'depress' yourself. Then Mr. Motorcycle service for me these days. FUN !!!

ANyhow, I'm still trying to fit myself into the pattern here. At the same time as well, can't help to think of the way to adjust or reshape things to along in my way. Still the same me to stick on the believe of my way is the best way. haha..

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xxx

~BuBbLe blOwN oFF aGaiN~

I'm here again.
Toching and exploring the unknown.
Seem like my traveling shoes just keep bringing me to touch where i have not been.
Here at the border between Thailand and Cambodia.
Yes, so near but yet so far.
Tomorrow will be the first time that cross the border to that side.

It's totally different for the fact that you have heard that the fact you experience and see for yourself.
From time to time i have heard and read the news or email from my friend(s) who work or associate at the border side of what the condition of life there.
Got to see what is the living condition here. Well it would not be lie if says there is no such livings should live here. The fact is there are. Many.
Some are by choices and some not.
To see and to know of how cheap the labor here.
To realise of how vulnerable they are.
To get the fact of what can be done, still doing and things that you can do nothing to it.

Again, the bubble's blown off.
BAM!!! Couldn't avoid it. Right on my face.
I know that it's coming.
It's just about time for me, i guess.

To the bright side on this, it helps me see things clearer which is good for my job.
To the not so bright one, my bubble blows off, which means that i need to admit the fact. (i know that you will just say, it's finally about time)

If you are reading this, you have to also admit the fact that we are all fortunate.
Remember the 'State of the world' session on the first day of most of the conference?
It is so true.
It has never come this clear and this close in my eyes.

Love me and Love you still,
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xxx

~LaSt HaLf's appRoaChiNg !!

Here it goes.

We're halfway through 2008. It's a perfect moment to take inventory of how well you're capitalizing on this year's unique opportunities. So let me ask you, Aries: Are you working your ass off in order to stoke the fire in your belly? In other words, are you doing everything you can think of to get more motivated?
Are you trying hard to supercharge your ambitions and refine your passions? If so, this will be the year when you finally figure out how to do what you love to do a majority of the time -- and how to get rewarded by the world for doing it. It's high time to answer your highest calling.

Well .. well.. well... i hope that i am doing it right.
I hope that i do live up to Aries this year.
Half way through already people.
How's well you are this half 2008.
You know the answer best.
If yes, it's good for you.
If not, there is still half way to make it happen.

All the best for the other half of the amazing year for you and me.

Stay fresh people.

;-)

xox

~SpArKliNg KoRea!

Korea is just interesting.
The trip is interesting.
I have been traveling by myself or with friends more lately.
This time i went with my family. Daddy, sis, sis' husband and Gut.
We went in the tour group.
Something that i have not gone for sometimes. (quite big sometimes)
Anyhow, despite the fact of it's raining throughout the trips, it's pretty relaxing and nice though.
Food is great. Even i took most of the Gim-Chi in every meal.
The food is mainly the pork, chicken, pork, chicken so for the veggie eater i am, Gim-Chi it is.
I like how Korean loves their country and really trying to help hands-in-hands to develop and make the country gets better and better. ;-D

One thing from my traveling trip both in Vietnam and Korea is that, these two are really get the influence by USA pretty much.
Even when one got pretty bad xp on it.
Not like it at all but i went for the War museum at two places.
Strange and uneasy feeling for me.
Just not into it at all i believe.
Not the thing for me.

Back to Korea.
In this trip, i guess what i learnt most is how well i do know the family members of mine.
To know more and to see more.
It's kind of true when the tour guide said that it might seem a bit different to meet or be with your family members 24 hrs.
So many things were learnt and discovered.
At least it's good that we found out and know them, isn't it?

I would love to go back there in the winter and experience the snow fall.
Heard that it's the highest time of the year.

Nice Nice Nice.
So dear friends, my advice to you.
Find time to travel or be with your family members.
They will definitely give you another way, knowledge and challenge you at anyway.

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xxx