~On CX back home~

As they said 'Forget of everything out there & focus on what is in front of you'
Well, as the very obedient to that, i am paying much attention on the small monitor screen in front of me on this homebound flight.
(i am one of the fan of CX now. Their choice of movie is terrific!)

Atonement -
~Tragic love story plus the sense of the great result of communication.
It's just amazing to see how terrible great or devastating things that love can create.
It takes one to love so much to trust, to believe and have faith enough to ignore any other comments.
It takes one to love so much that can turn that love to hate and anger to convince oneself and to blind the eyes by your mind.


How much love needed to do so?
How much love needed to turn to be hate that much to do so?
If the love turns to be the hate, does it make the love go away or still go strong?
It can be just simple or that complicated.
Not many knows how does it really function though.
If you find out that or know anyone who knows that.
Will you let me know?

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...
To his answer is 'Not yet' just gives me the pretty sweet night in March.
Sweet.

;-)

xxx

~oN CX 508~

Many times on the flight, this flight is actually really good for me here.
Well besides those who take non-economy class though.
CX with BKK - HK - JP for here

Resulted from the less hours sleep last night, i didn't really feel much for enjoy any on the first lift off.
The second one is the blast.



JUNO - the movie that is the MUST to see.
Good story line.
Awesome soundtracks. (i am so getting the entire album OST on my MAC)
Super catchy conversation and slang.
You know, i even said out loud 'Hey, have you watched this movie before? This is awesome!'

The must movie to watch with your Americans when they are aboard.
It will surely remind them of home. (i'm sending this to my dear apartment mate in Moldova for real) haha

The parent in the film is the real gem.
How many times (actually will ever happen??) when your child (16ish) comes in and said 'umm... i'm kind of ... pregnant and in return they just okay...
with no anger, just slightly amazed as they expected the drug or getting expel, so we need to put u on the schedule with the doctor and get you vitamin juice)
Well... truth be told, in the real life, dont' ever expect that to happen.
Still, to listen to that is quite fine pleasant time.
Supportive as they can be through out the film.
How much i wish there is sort of this people in the reality.

Another frantic line is the romantic in it.
From dad to daughter, 'You just need to meet someone that can really see the sunshine out off your ass. Then stick with him as he is worth for'
.. 'i think i found him' .. Dad: 'U were talking about me, yeah?'
That is real sweet talk. Love it.

The small thing does matter.
Just follow your decision, live with it.
Then you will be just fine.
No matter how bumpy road it might be.

Above the ground on CX 508 going to land in Narita in half an hour.

ps. The crew is absolutely lovely! Smiley and super service as they can be.
Behind me is the 2nd cutest in the world (of coz you know who is the first) smiley as he can be. Flirty as he can be as well. (really remind me of home.. haha)

.....
SMS of the month for me.

'You do really LIKE this guy, yeah?'
what shall i say... what shall i say....


xxx

~tO aLL of Us~

In this month of March.

Not to be more envy among other girls and women who have their friends and colleagues celebrated or gave them the flowers on the 8th of March: International Women Day. I did celebrate the day a little bit prior that day.

I got the opportunity to volunteer at the "Outstanding Women In Buddhism Awards World 2008" here in Bangkok.
Early as i could be 7-ish am i was there.
Start of the day fresh and lively as usual.
More and more people that i have met, mostly nun and female monks, I felt more and more impress by their passion.
To put oneself into something and practice your soul whole-heartedly to for your entire life.
I believe that every single one who was there, no need to be presented to any awards but life rewarding themselves.
Such the fulfilled heart that day for me.
Despite the little bumper in coordinating on the volunteers, i did feel really good and glad that i was there.

Impression# 1: Many nuns and female monks in Thailand and abroad in one place for the first time.

Impression# 2: Such dedicated in what they are doing in their ways and believes.

Impression# 3: Fortunate me that have times to talk and get to know some amazing stories and lives of those amazing women. Just only if i have more times.

Impression# 4: People who just came and be the volunteers just one call. Not only me though. Their pure hearts and ways of life seem to bring lighter to the earth.

Thank you to Jay to again gives me this opportunity.

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xxx



Celebrating in this month for the all the women.

~CarRieD aLL thE WaY pLs~

“Sometimes we need to
STOP analyzing the past,
STOP planning the future,
STOP figuring out precisely how we feel,
STOP deciding exactly what we want,
and just see what happens.””

-Carrie Bradshaw

This is exactly what i am doing, listening, believing!!
Not sure for how long though..
Look at my schedule in March... not that long at all....

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xxx

ps. Glad talking to YOU, love.
Really feel good to hear you are doing okay.

~jUst thT waY~

My way, Your way, Our way?

'I don't want to be in her way'
That is what i have been told.
Interesting to think of.
.....

Is there any line to separate 'MY way' and 'YOUR way' when talks of relationship?
The answers that i got is 'YES' and 'NO'.
At the certain stage in life, there is that moment that i don't let anything come in 'MY way' Not even the relationship.
Been there, done that. And still live in the consequences of that. But never regret it though.
I remember that my friend said 'Then you were not really into that relationship, i guess'
For the truth be told, that relationship was so real and so into me more than any times.
Still, i didn't let it in MY way. Well, we didn't let that in MY way and HIS way.

Many people said that you should not let anything or anyone interfere with your decision in life.
To see, to think and to decide of what will it be for YOU in the future.
"I don't want to be any extra challenge or obstacle for her to pursue the dreams" People always think of that.
Well, one fact to know. I think it just make it more interesting.
So what if we want to have you in the way. Just to add the challenge when we make decision. (well, at this point i still against everyone who said that girl can't decide! We DO CAN!!)
It makes things more interesting and worth putting effort to squeeze out our brain to find the best solution.
Who does want the rosy road? To add some thorns or dirt into it makes we do be more careful with every steps.
For my opinion, i just think that it's just harder to decide MY way without having anyone in the way.
It feels so lonely though.

Why do i have to think of 'MY' or 'YOUR' when it is more fun to think of 'OUR way' together?

It is in the eyes of the beholder then.
That is just what i thought.

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Hope that YOU will feel better soon, my friend.
Sorry to hear that. I wish it would not be this way.

And to another one,
Hope that you will be in my way, some days.

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xxx

~tO my ResCue~

He is the LOVE of my life.

I introduced you to him before but i think it's quite a while.
So here he is, TWO years old.
One among many reasons why do i love kids.
Especially this one, when my feeling down, just his smile can bring the whole upside up for me.

Feel free to get to know him more at Gut's space.

Love me, Love Gut.

xxx