~tHe uPseTtiNg mE~

With so many feelings running thru me at the moment.

For a bit moment in this upsetting me, i need to thank my sister for letting us have Gut.
Today, 25 Feb 2008, my sweet dear nephew Gut turns two. (or three according to my parent)
Really big thanks for my sister.
Feel so much of love him more and more.
More of the Bday will be on his blog later on. ;-)

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Back to the upsetting me mood. I guess it's just not my week at all.
How to say... as the person that not so in sport at all, i do still know and believe in the concept of having sporty heart.
The point of winning and losing. When u r not the winner, u still should act cool and congratulate the winner.
Well, that is the very good deeds of course.
And that is also the reason that you should have a very good friend to just upset for you. (somewhere else that not be seen)
I am upsetting.
Very upsetting.
ahh..... (feel sorry for Suchith to just witness me in this mood)

I love you both.
You know that you are always my winner.
I do really wish to be there with and for you.
I do admire your courage and your effort in went for it.
I was there with you all the ways.
Even though u didn't see me there, u know that i was there.
Again, i do love you, Rob & Rina.

and i do know that my telephone bill will just off the roof this month!

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xxx

~SoMeboDy's mE~

I downloaded the song.
I got the music video.
It is my alarm tone.
It's more than 30 times that i have repeated to listen on this week (only)
So i guess that means i do really into this song (for now)
Wondering ... is it healthy or not.... hummm...
All in all, i do really like and very into this song. (really)

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"...Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody can't breathe,
Without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see,
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...

You will always be in my life,
even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...

You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please... "

~ Somebody's Me, Enrique Eglesias ~


Again, blaming to this month. I got to be this emotion!

"Lust is when you have chemistry with someone.
Love is when that chemistry turns into eternity"

~LoLa~

Where & When is my dear (darn) chemistry?


"Am i? Am i not?"

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Love Love,
xxx

~mEanT 2b sHaRe..~

I am suffocating with the happiness and the joy of life.
Welll... well.... i do have to blame to this 2nd month of the year.
'Cz of that my feeling get a bit sensitive.

This year to celebrate the day of love. I went volunteering on this so creative event in the middle of this city of angels of mine.
"CRACK # 2" Artistic Flowers in the Park.
In this moment when love spur around this pinky month, the volunteerSpirit Supporting Project & Mor Mor Creative Forum invite you to join the freshly breath at BenJaSiRi Garden.
To appreciate the beauty of hundreds of art works under the concept of 'Unconditional Giving' that blooming around this Garden of Givens. Just only to remind your heart of the beauty of giving.

Well Well Well... what ways that you could celebrate this day of love better than this...
I celebrate the love with my dear friend, Jay. Thanks for letting me in the event.
I celebrate this love with sharing the volunteer spirit with a good friend of mine, Suchith. I'm glad that you enjoy.
I celebrate this day of love by getting to know many young hearts with good volunteer spirits. I hope i will get to know and meet them more.
I celebrate the day by inviting my dear AU members and the aliens in bkk to explore the park and the evening together. Thx for those who dropped by. Really appreciate that.
I celebrate the love of myself by utilize my talkative and selling skills in getting money for charity thru the selling artworks.
I celebrate this st. Nicholas' day in the peace and joyful park where every heart is blooming with joy and love.
I celebrate the ending of my fabulous day with the sweet chat and sharing with the good special dear.

My fulfilled heart is pounding hard with gladness.
My laugh, my smile and my giggle are getting louder.
My love is growing high.

...As Judy sings...
"I got dacy, i got music, i got my man... who can ask for anything more..."
......i wont' ask for anything more...
(well...may be one or two more haha)


Love Love,
xxx

~the FiRst haS goNe~

The end of the first month of 2008 already passed.
What have i done to myself, i wonder?

Going through my schedule, seem that i haven't really stayed in this city of angels that much as i would love to.
They (sometimes i do wonder, who are they anyway?) say that When u start off the year with something, it will be just followed for the year.
Good that i have started with the traveling so i have not really taken off my traveling shoe yet.

Act I: Went up north to again volunteering for the hill tribe children on Thai's Children Day (the 2nd Sat on Jan every year)
Got to get tag along with my sister's company on the task of making their wishing list comes true.
The question of which group that i belong to, seems to confuse many people there.
Well that seem to suit me the best, isn't it?
Smiley score-points from this trip:
a) Nice as always of being volunteer
b) 1st time slept in the tent under the black painting of thousand of diamonds. Nice no. 2
c) To meet and have new friends. Nice no. 3
d) To be able to know a bit of what type of people that my sister spends the days with. Nice (?) no. 4
e) Not to have time too much with myself as i know the the delayed feeling of coming back is there at the edge ready to smack me back at the head. Nice no. 5

Overall for the first weekend back at this mother land of mine, nice x 5. Not bad starting, yeah?








Act II: 2nd weekend, being the MC for my cousin's wedding. 1.30 hrs drive from BKK. (Ratchaburi)
Seem like it's the best weekend for the wedding as i also been asked to be MC in another wedding as well.
Decided for this one as i have been booked before my internship!! Imagine that!
Smart, Smooth and Sexy. Those what i have been told the entire night.
Smiley score-points:
a) Good cousin, good daughter, good good good.
b) Good driver and MC. Solo on the stage (even though with the script that does not seem to fit me. Well it's not my day anyway)
c) Nice family reunion. (Family in this also includes cousins and good friends of family as well)
d) Good laughing and posting for the camera man.

Overall score: 4, not bad not bad. ;-)
Fotos will surely be here once i get it.

Act II1/2: Yeelui in town.
Great to have Yeelui back in town. Of coz dear, i can't really be in the position of how many times will you be back in BKK in a year?
haha as always too many places to re-visit, friends to meet up, things to catch up.
Non-stop list yeah?
So, still on the 2nd weekend, on Sunday went to Pattaya joined with Jay and Numfon for the trip.
Smiley scores-points:
a) Always nice nice to be on the road with Yeelui & Khun Macy. This time even plus 2 more nices as my mom and Gut in as well.
b) Good seafood for lunch.
c) Being such a good daughter to finally take mom to see the garden that we seem not to be able to find by ourselves. Thx to Jay on that.
d) Not to have to make any plan as it's all up to Jay. That's nice feeling.

Overall score: 4 smilies. Scores still looks good.




Act III: Jesse's farewell. Suppose to be 1 hr from the Sky train station but we ended 1.30 hr around and around to get there.
Was in the car with 5 girls. Wooo hooo....
As a good driver as you know i can be, it's quite hard to find 'the Serious turn' or 'the ridiculous turn' from Ewa.
Laughing points on this trip:
a) There was only slightly silence occur when we couldn't really find where is 'the serious turn'
b) When u are hungry, laugh can help. Seem to have so many laughs!!!
c) Such a good time with friends. (old and new)
d) To finally have a chance to try the famous USA's dirt cake. Very Very delicious!!! Truly Devil Food!!
e) To see Jesse's tear drops.
f) To find out how similarity of Jesse's dad and Rob's. They are both fun to talk with. Just love them both.
g) To get the comment from Jesse's mom that the bottle of wine that i brought to the party is really really the worst!! (of coz, she misunderstood my 2000 french red wine with her cooking wine) haha that is so funny.

Overall score: 7 LAUGHS!! AWESOME!!

Act IV: 2.5 driver to funeral.
This might sounds wrong but it's the most beautiful funeral i have ever attended.
Were on the road with Oh and Christian.
a) Very interesting talk. With both of them, amazingly that never ran out of the topics to talk thruout the trip.
b) NIce to sing out loud again with OH on our fav CD for the road.
c) To meet up with the alumni and be able to collect the documents that i needed.
d) For once that I was be able to drive exactly follow the direction that i have been told.

Overall score: 4 good smiles on the road.

So, looking forward to see how the month of love will take me.

xxx