~ShAkiNg me~

Have you ever wonder how much influences a person can do to you?

A person who can just say one sentence, very short one.
Then you just can't get it out from your head.
Just a simple short phone call that kept those words running like the error on your laptop's frozen screen. For some who knows me would say ...
"c' mon girl, i told you not to keep his words to think too much."
And for those who have said that... would be getting the same answer again ..
"i just can't help it!!"

A person who is at least of your expect to contact or ever gonna meet again.
Then a night, just out of the blue moon, you got the phone called that you seem not to be able to stop giggle through out the conversation.
I was so excited and even more to meet up again. This time with the question in my head that how come i am this excited?
The answer would be 'cz now i am at the peak of my boredom that even ants walk in unstraight line just made you jump up and down.

I guess afterall as the social animal we are .. we need other to shake our thought and to put a little speeding gear to move our life.

And just another person that can just bright up your day by only a few glances or words.
The same that can make an hour likes a lifetime for waiting his reply.
Miss the comfort in your arms, B.


xxx

My dear city of Angel - BKK!

To say that I can't believe this is happening would just be a lie.
Still in the back of my mind i wish that it won't happen.

Update the situaion now (20/09/06: 2.30 am. local time)
- There are up to 17 tanks on the road around the governmental house and major intersections.
- There is no news on the local channels. An army-owned TV station is showing images of the royal family and songs linked in the past with military coups.
- BBC World, CNN and other international news channels have been taken off the air.
- The Council of Political Reform has gone to see his majesty the king at midnight.
- The Council of Political Reform has announced the day off (20/09/06) for governmental office and Bank.

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I have heard CNN reporter asked "What is the situation in Thailand, the country that has known of modest and beautiful country?"

I have read most of the situation in my coutry from international news channels and websites.

I have seen nothing update from my own local television.

I have been shut down from all the medias.

The cell phone network was jammed for a short period of time.

I have been told that this might be good time to create the awareness of people regards of the current issue in my country. I just wish that it can be done in other way. With all of my hope that everything will just be sort out without any attack or violence. There were too many blood shed already 15 years ago.

Moreover, with those happened have made me think of the power of the medias and the power of the people.

How much we can be shut the eyes and ears from.

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'another Paradox'
'peaceful country we are (were?)'

~RuN in dE heaD~

Hi love,

These days there seem to be many things run into this crazy head of mine.
Somehow i dont' know why i can't get it out!!

What will u do when u found out that there is someone doesnt' like to have conversation with you or hang out with you?

Surely for me, at first i would say .. what da heck? i dont' mind. I know that i can't please everyone. Only for myself it's the hard work already. But somehow i just can't get that out of my head? It does make me think though..Was i so bad with other? i thought that i am not. i guess i must be wrong about that.

Is there the line of being jealous?
I have been told (again) that one of my good friend's gf does not really like the fact that he does hang out with other people. I dont' mean only me though (of coz if so, she has the right to be suspicious) but to his other friends as well (even the guy friends) That's a bit crazy to be fuzz about though, right?
Some of my friend said that she might thought that with him she is just physically attached, not mentally. humm.. if so, i have to say sorry for her then.

To think about it another question though is it true that you need to be good friend with your love's friends? I know as the song goes if you really want, really really want, you got to be with my friends. Is that true?

wah.. too many things running in my head!!
Get them out!! i need to rest.
Start to get more things in de head when i'm sick...


xxx