AnoTher LeArninG to Go~

With Gut
Originally uploaded by weaw.

I am as the full-time nanny now.
The new field of work indeed.
In this competitive world, i need to differentiate myself even in this profession.

So here it is, to utilize my spare time when he is sleeping, Check it out at Gut Krub!

Hope you like it!!

xxx

The Man & a Little boY~

I wonder... Have you ever felt when happy & sad mixing all up inside u? nothing more or less than the others. At the end it just leave you blank. Just white blank.

Last month, we were relieve that the old bad guy doesn't come back as we all worried. Still, the devil but another one, not as worse but more likely. Another new things to learn and get to read more. Hepatitis B it's the name. Once again "1st Blank!!"

Still hunting though for me. Hunting likes a polar bear on the first day out of it's hibernate. The uncertainty of what the future will be for the family business does act like the too thick ice that no matter how hard you try to get down under, it's just seem too hard. One side I think i am just being afraid that i will run out of my full-tank of energy if i still stay on doing like this. Another is that i just can't let it goes back to the old time in the era of ME first. It just can't be. "2nd Blank!!".

..."30% medication, 70% self-spirit" That is what keep poping up in my head likes an ad. box on the website.

Thanks the lord and bless my sister in delivered such as angle at the right time. No other perfect time than this. With all hope that now the Man would have something to look forward to, first rolling, first bite, first word, first step... By clinging on those, at least there is something to lift up his spirit to fight the devils.

3rd Blank!! just paid a visit. Now the Man is in the hospital. Instead, I am taking care of the business and the managing. Not as full but more on what i used to. At one side i am proving to him that i can, on the other side will i be taking care of it from now on?? blank ... just blank..

xxx