a), b), c)....

a)
I know that everyone is different.
I know that everyone is unique.
I know that human is the social animal.
I know that i am human.
Somehow, i wonder do we all need to be social animal then?
I am being just myself.
Not human nore animal.
What am i then?

b)
I do believe that everyone does has the right to live their life.
That is also applying to me.
Lately, i am not that sure though.
The feeling of being eaten alive here.
The picture of the boa eats elephant from "Little Prince" just pops up into my head.
Not the boa i am.

c)
I am afraid.
I am now again on this bumpy road of uncertainty.
There is no excitement anymore.
There is still energy though what-so-ever.
Somehow i also wonder, where does it all come from?
Still doing what i do but keeps questioning why do i do it?
Keeps finding the reason and encourage people to believe, realize and pround of what they are doing and keeps wondering why is that to me?

Those are what in my head.
I can't shake them out.
Either i cannot or i don't want to.
Not knowing.
....