~aMonG thE cRowD..

Again when you just sit still,
Lower down your guard,
It found you!
Bull-eyes!
Can't run.
Cant' hide.

Not sure of where you are.
Not sure of which way to head.
Your consciousness is not to be found..
nor ever exist there then.
Confusion arises.
In the lightness of the air, it floats away.
Sitting here, seeing it there.
Not far of sight nor close the range.
Still no movement.
"Do you want it back?"
Do I still want it?
Do you? Do I?
No attempt to decide, to move.
Let it flow.
Lost the focus.
It's all blur.
Just that.

I am the loner among the crowd.
Is it fake?
I don't know.
Is it real?
I can't say.
I am just that.
The loner among the crowd.
That's i am.
That is just it.

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