~oN thiS waiTinG~

While spending 30 mins of waiting for the bus, i tried my best to convince myself that using the public transportation here is one ways to save the planet. (of coz later i do think, who am i kidding at?)

The movie "Babel' flashed into my head.
The concept of everyone is connected one way or another in this world.
Human, object, plant and so on.
How's that feel then?
Great, of coz. As far that i know people do long for being a part of something.
I know that i am one of them.
The fact that people out there is trying to find the other part (better or worse, who's know?)
Still, they are in the searching.

so ... burrr......the bus passed by without notice that i was there waiting.
Try not to feel that just because i'm not the regular so they didn't stop.
My thought continues...

Kept on thinking... if one is connected to another.
i missed the bus might resulted in fainting of the heat and the tiredness in me and there would be the prince charming who loves to create the better world, also waiting for the bus and rescue me.
..No, didn't happen...

i missed the bus so i missed putting my feet in the tub and soak myself after the long tiring day which will result in saving more water and for the better world.
Yes, did happen.

i missed the bus so i have more time to just let my head spinning and spinning of what to write here.
Yes, did happen but 'till today that put this on.

i missed the bus and the world does not stop spinning around. I am still me and the world is still moving on.
Yes, did happen.

The thought kept on moving of the fact that one action will resulted in many consequences whether it happens or not.
To me, what matters is not to think of 'what if' but to think of 'what next'

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xxx



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