~inTimiDatiNg mE~

As lately i have an opportunity to work among Thai here.
Meet up with the new people, in the different working environment, fun!
Plus it does really spice a bit of my so boring jobless routine.

Anyway, interesting fact comes out that I, yes, Me, Weaw, do actually really intimidate (Thai) guys.
Well, this is not the first time hearing though.
In the past, it's more of related to the work and being professional.
So i thought that i have developed. (well, we need to think of that again, ain't we?)
Here i know that i am being just myself on the project. Enjoy the work, the sharing idea and the talk.
Still, i got to know that two out of the two guys that i work with, kind of afraid of me.
Yes, that's the exact word 'afraid'.
With the giggling and joking in a way of me asked 'Why?' 'What?' 'Me?' 'Come on!'

Well, here to think of it. hummm...
They said that for the girl who seem to be able to get to what the guy is thinking (ME!) or on to what they are doing (ME!), is kind of make them afraid and intimidating them in a way. (ME ME ME ME ME ME!!)
Truth be told here. I do try this time to hold back of the ideas and the opinion.
Not to be outsmart and do listen to the idea and give opportunity to others. (yes, i do and i'm still trying)
Still, like i am having the quicksilver shade on all the time.
Intimidating!

Then, i can't help to think of it though...
"Do girls need to pretend to be stupid or naive to be more adorable and lovely?"
Is that what people want? To have someone pretend to be someone that ain't they.
Is that what the smart & confident girl need to give up to in order to have the relationship or the man in her life?
Then what will leave for her then?
In order to have the life with relationship, she has to give up
a) myself
b) ....

what left? Nothing but blank. Not even the man what she leaves herself to.

Hard and tough life on being the smart girl in this world, i'm talking here.
So, people stop calling me and asking me things.
I am selling out my brain.

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xxx