~maKe mY/tHy dAy~

Have u ever felt of being watched or stared at for the moment or all the time?
Okay, I was once feel like that but it’s not the present one though, to be honest.
However, lately I have felt that.

I guess one might need to follow what Karen said that ‘cz I am exotic here.
That is normal when I am in the public. To be among the people that for their world, their eyes that only used to the European looks, that is just fine by me. Someone used to ask me of how does it make me feel being stared at? My response was okay, not really anything strange. I am the girl who enjoy being under the spotlight off the stage. I know that.
Okay, back to lately. Feel like I am been watched. Not that strange but more calm feeling to myself. Is this the feeling when you are all here by yourself, for yourself and know in every moment that you are doing things. I feel like I am watching myself. I know what I am doing and kind of enjoy it very much.
Call me weird if you like. But of feeling like that it does beautify me. Feel like I am smiling and of knowing that I do look good and it does fill in the air in the room as well. The feeling is nice strange. It might also relate to the fact that I have met many new interesting people in each day. As always that I feel fascinate by one individual. So many people come and go. But most of them give me the good sense of communicating and connecting. How cool is that? Super.

May be there is some related to quite a number of girls came to me and said ‘You know that you are beautiful, right?” “You are really!” That is nice. I need to agree and support the fact of giving complementation. Everyone loves to be given compliment to. You don’t know how much you are making someone’s day just by saying ‘You look lovely today” “You are amazing and I mean it really” Ha ha, just can’t help feel very good very good about that. So to my humble suggestion, go out and make someone’s day. Then you will make two people happy for a day.

Love you all,
Xxx