~BottOmlEss Sea of MiNd~

Whatever that happens, it does for the reasons. I believe in that saying.
Lately there are too many things that keep running and running in this big head of mine.
It's getting crowded. Too pack and too exhausted.
Somehow feels like it does ages me down!!

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Life is one big test. Sometimes you just need to take that risk, dear friend of mine siad.
Risk - I used to know her very well. We used to have good time and not that good time together. But surely it's fun.
Time passed and now we become stranger. Scare and afraid to be near or know her.
That is life. People say.
But to be not-so-like others, i guess i try to convince that i am not afraid.
Well, defeat to my human alike, i did admit that i am afraid, scare and becoming like ordinary.

'What's wrong with being ordinary?' Another big head on the other side shouted.
It makes me think... there is not seem to be anything wrong but it also doesnt' feel right neither....
Strange... awkard... confuse....


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Do you think you know yourself well? I do (without any pause)
Do you still think you know who you are? I do (... one pause)
Do you really think you know who you are? ....
Well, now do you still really think you know youself? I don't know anymore ...

Personality test. I think it's there to help you to find out more of who you are.
How many time should you do it?
I used to think that not that many.
It's you. It's all about you. You should know yourself the best.
Well, not seem to be always true anymore.
Living nowadays, there seem to be many tools to make your life comfortably and even more. This is also one of those.
To figure out who you are. Or to help you know who you are. Or to help find out that who that you are hiding inside?
It's the reminder. Like sms or on the facebook. Saying ... You seem to be lost track or performance of truely you.
You passion is getting low. Still, it's the matter of how often do you check yr msg or yr status.

Have you checked with yourself lately?
Do you think you know yourself well?

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xxx