~TaKe cAre, mY dEaR ~

... My love... please do take a good care of yourself.
Don't get sick.

He was lying next to me on my arm.
Cuddling, reaching for warmth, trying to get sleep.
I slept so does he. I felt good. Wish that he would feel good as well.

...
He couldn't sleep.
More and more alert at night.
Higher fever, counldn't breath well, coughing..

My mom said that u need to be tough when it comes to parenting.
I guess so, more crying and many more attempt to express what does he need and want, but couldn't.

It's hard...
It's just hard.

Gut is now first time admitted in the hospital for having infection in his throat and spread around with the high fever.

~So, take care of yourself in this changing weather~

xxx