~Ode to FriendShip~

I dedicate this no. 100 to you, love.

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Lately I have come to realise that one thing i'm so fond of AIESEC is that they bring me true friends but on the not so fond of side, is that they also take them away from me. One of the soft side in me (yes, it is building up..) hates to say goodbye. I have never been good at it and i guess i never will be. I say the wrong parting words, I do the wrong things, my head doesn't seem to functioning the way i want, i lock myself in my own world, i am just absolutely awful at it!!

My delayed-effect hits me when i was alone with myself after sending Rob at the airport. Rob has been a huge part of my daily life since last year. Seems like we never spend a day without hearing, talking or seeing each other. I am missing you, love. If you are reading this, that means you made it safe and sound in your new home. For all of our memories here, i will not make this blog a sad one. Goodbyes are too sad as it is. This is for you.

So Ode to Rob and Thailand;

Ode to the million times we said we are not a couple.

Ode to the thousand times we said we are a couple.

Ode to the hundred times we said Gut is not yours.

Ode to the crazy time for your application.

Ode to the not-as-crazy-as-yours but more of confusing time of mine for my application.

I still couldnt' believe that there are actually people that gone through that and i am one of them. Thanks for pushing me into it. ;-)

Ode to our pre-honeymoon on the beach at Samed where i enjoyed the sun & the sea and you too enjoy your time with your laptop.

Ode on my roses to you.

Ode on your champagne to me.

Ode on our crying about being and not being tan.

Ode to your spot of the Thais which still not so to me. And i'm not just for the Chinese. I think i seem to be able to convince my mom on this now need to put more effort for dad. (u know a lot more effort!!)

Ode to our morning sms.

Ode to you anti-route 66 but in love with the one next door.

Ode to our love and hate and annoy and angry and ... @#@$#@ to we-know-who.

Ode to our fabulous couple photoes. I believe that u can show the photoes to your grandparent and introduce them to your girlfriend in BKK. They would be thrilled.

Ode to the rumor in Bug & Bee, in Soi 42, Soi 44, Soi 45, at the bank, at the gym, with the workers, to the neighbor, Central Rama 3 and P'Gai.

Ode to our little investment.

Ode to our night at Silom soi 4. I still vote for the best Mohito in town. But not again with Tequila for me at Balcony. It's all for you, babe. ;-)

Ode to our nightsssss in Silom and Silom soi 2.

Ode to your insomnia and my mom guessing.... is it the coffee, computer, bad side of the bed, too noisy, too dirty?

Ode to Carrie, Miranda, Charlotte and Samantha.

Ode to your 30 baht dowry with the pink painted room.

Ode to our oohh.... ahhh.... dentist. I will go back again this Sat and we'll see if he is still there.

Ode to my mom's cook: Gang Kiew Waan F*ck, Moo Prik Thai Dum (Pork with black pepper)

Ode to my dad's Ginseng coffee

Ode to Gut & Gam's joob joob.

Ode to all of our girls (and now with Mika as well, now i am really in love)

Rob, I miss you, come back!!! I dont' think i can go back to Bug & Bee without you!! I dont' think they will allow me.... Things aren't the same without you!

~ the end ~

"Mai Lerm Weaw na kha"

ps. I could have gone on and on and on with many more odes but I sensed that my other readers might not appreciate of not knowing our inside jokes. ;-)