~it dOeS fLy~

Remember, i have posted something like this once before.
Still, it's just always amazed me of how love can really make people fly.

Lying next to me tonight is a young woman who is trying to bring her love to meet with the other side of her in USA. Luckily enough that i know both of them.
1 year together and then so far 6 months apart. Even the girl who is not good with the calculation like me, knows that it's just about time to act on something.
Technology these days does bring people closer. Not by webcam or skype, i mean. More of the more you talk and see each others, the more you miss and long for each others. Seeing them chatting and looking thru the webcam brought me back lots of memories. That is kind of nice though.

To think of the fact that she came all the way from down south to go through this bloody visa process as her heart is longing for the warmth in the arm of her love.
I really admire her courage for that. I wish that i can have that kind of courage myself. Just wish i have.
I wonder what would it be like if i actually did that when my heart was really longing for my love?
How would everything be like now?
I just can't help not to think though.
For this couple, at the same scene and the same path of destiny that brought love to them was exactly also brought me my love.
It's just for them seems to be longer and seems to be true.
Still, what would it be like if i decided to go and actually be in the US of A just only for the reason that my heart was crying for that.
I can' help just wondering that what did hold me back at that time?
Family?? Money?? Friends?? Fear?? What??
I guess it's just all added up together.
Or afterall i am just a girl, who for the fact that deep down in me, i just wish he would have asked... if he would only ask...
but then ... what will i say...

It's always the road-not-taken that seems to really bring your imagination goes wild and crazy, i believe.
'cz afterall there is no reason or nothing you can do for that. It's just the road that you didnt' get on.
You might be there some day, sometime, just not there and not now. That's all. ... That's all...

ps. this post gets the very big influence from Ms. Bradshaw. Really thank you her very much for being my inspiration at the moment.


"Feels just so fine, when we touch the sky me & you
This is my idea of heaven
Why can't it always be so good.

But it's alrigh , i know you are out there
Doing what you have gotta do
You are my soul satellite
I'd be lost in space without you."


Thinking of you B.
xxx