~heRe i aM, will U come?~

One thing that keep running in my head...

I was talking to a Swedish guy who has been studying mandarin here more than 1 year now during Tainan trip last week.

Andrian : "So, why do you study Mandarin?"
Miao Ru: "blah blah blah, and u?"
Andrian: "Oh, my girfriend is Taiwanese"
Miao Ru: ... Big smile ...

That is kind of make me thinking thruout the week and still now 1 am in the office alone.

"How far love can fly you?"
It is the cool feeling indeed i'm telling you.
To have your love one stay in your country to learn and to understand your language.
Just to think of it.. super cool feeling ah..
To have U in Thailand, learn my Thai and my country, just only becoz i am Thai and i am there.

I have to admit if before I would be scare to death to know or have someone move or set his future and just come to Thailand for me.
Likewise for me to leave everything behind and fly to somewhere else just for love.
I remember talking to good friend of mine said that she can just leave everything behind in her country, her job, her family, her friend if only her (ex) bf said that he wants her there. She is really impressed me on that. Her answer kept me thinking how selfish and coward i am.

I guess it must be true as they said it takes one to know one.
When you can't stand the long distance love, when you just ended your too-good-to-be-true relationship. You will know that love can fly you very far.

I just wish that i could have that super high octane of love to fly me a bit furthur to where my heart want to be. Too bad that it can only fly me here. I guess mine is just too low and the gasoline price is too high.

So i can only be here, if i ask will u come?
if i just say, will u stay?
will ya?

xxx