~Wake Me UP!!~

Truck Crash 1
Originally uploaded by weaw.

Hey Friends... Just can't believe what just happened to me for the last week!! Shocking news people!! I crashed the pick up truck up on the hill with my friends and trainees on the truck. Luckily there is no one badly injured. Still, feel the shake and shaky very much.Not really can say wht just happened. Suddenly i lost control of the steering wheel. Shit Shit and Shit!!! That's what i shouted out. The truck spinned 2 times and hit the hill and flop half way. Two wheels up to the sky, the driver seat was on the ground. First thing was to look around for my friends. Saw one stand up..One down and didnt' see the other one. That's scary. Still have that picture with me. As i was blocked by the road so i couldn't walk out to check them. What i saw just one girl lied there, not moving. My hurt just drop. Not knowing of wht to do. First thing when we (with my friend on the passenger seat, shaky but okay) got out. I jumped to check on them. They have been taken to the hospital. I need to stay put for insurance and police record. Still shaking, couldn't stand that time, need to sit down. Everything happened so fast. And we were so close to get to the house and fulfill the long-weekend plan that we have made. Couldn't believe what just happened. While typing this, still couldn't believe what just happen. Can someone please wake me up?? Please this ain't happenin...Everyone keeps saying we were lucky. I would agree with them. Still, couldn't help thinking that we just had the life-death experience. Couldnt' help that. There is nothing run into my head at that moment. Still none at this time as well. I couldn't help blame on myself as the driver. I have risked everyone life on me. I couldn't believe that. Just couldn't help blaming myself for should have been more careful. It's slippery road, should not speed up. I'm sure that i didn't speed up as there are many turns and it's up and down the hill. I'm sure... so why ? why? just don't understand. My friend who is the owner of the truck said "It happens sometimes, no worries"...Now, here in the hospital (19 Jul) , hope that it will look and get better in the morning. Wish and pray for me on that then ... still love me??

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