~LaSt HaLf's appRoaChiNg !!

Here it goes.

We're halfway through 2008. It's a perfect moment to take inventory of how well you're capitalizing on this year's unique opportunities. So let me ask you, Aries: Are you working your ass off in order to stoke the fire in your belly? In other words, are you doing everything you can think of to get more motivated?
Are you trying hard to supercharge your ambitions and refine your passions? If so, this will be the year when you finally figure out how to do what you love to do a majority of the time -- and how to get rewarded by the world for doing it. It's high time to answer your highest calling.

Well .. well.. well... i hope that i am doing it right.
I hope that i do live up to Aries this year.
Half way through already people.
How's well you are this half 2008.
You know the answer best.
If yes, it's good for you.
If not, there is still half way to make it happen.

All the best for the other half of the amazing year for you and me.

Stay fresh people.

;-)

xox

~SpArKliNg KoRea!

Korea is just interesting.
The trip is interesting.
I have been traveling by myself or with friends more lately.
This time i went with my family. Daddy, sis, sis' husband and Gut.
We went in the tour group.
Something that i have not gone for sometimes. (quite big sometimes)
Anyhow, despite the fact of it's raining throughout the trips, it's pretty relaxing and nice though.
Food is great. Even i took most of the Gim-Chi in every meal.
The food is mainly the pork, chicken, pork, chicken so for the veggie eater i am, Gim-Chi it is.
I like how Korean loves their country and really trying to help hands-in-hands to develop and make the country gets better and better. ;-D

One thing from my traveling trip both in Vietnam and Korea is that, these two are really get the influence by USA pretty much.
Even when one got pretty bad xp on it.
Not like it at all but i went for the War museum at two places.
Strange and uneasy feeling for me.
Just not into it at all i believe.
Not the thing for me.

Back to Korea.
In this trip, i guess what i learnt most is how well i do know the family members of mine.
To know more and to see more.
It's kind of true when the tour guide said that it might seem a bit different to meet or be with your family members 24 hrs.
So many things were learnt and discovered.
At least it's good that we found out and know them, isn't it?

I would love to go back there in the winter and experience the snow fall.
Heard that it's the highest time of the year.

Nice Nice Nice.
So dear friends, my advice to you.
Find time to travel or be with your family members.
They will definitely give you another way, knowledge and challenge you at anyway.

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xxx

~siMply sWeeT inCredibLe momEnT~

'One day i will be you'

Is there any more sweet word you want to hear or get from?

I know that from the first day i join in AIESEC, i know that i like this part the most:
Activating Leadership.

I was there. I did what i know and what i can do best.
To fill and meet the objectives for all.
I know that i did well.
I know that you did more than well.
I'm glad.
I really do.

Thank you AIESEC in Vietnam for such a incredible crazy week of mine.
18-20 July 2008

For such much energy, passion and potential of the members there, this is what i only can say ..

My Wish
By Rascal Flatts

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you’re faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walking till you find a window
If it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, yes more than anything

My Wish for you is that this life becomes all that you want it
Your dreams stay big and your worries stay small
And you never have to carry more than you can hold
And while you’re out there getting where you’re getting to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah this is my wish

I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones you love and all the places you lived
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get
Oooh you find God’s grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yes more than anything

My Wish for you is that this life becomes all that you want it
Your dreams stay big and your worries stay small
And you never have to carry more than you can hold
And while you’re out there getting where you’re getting to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah this is my wish

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xox

~iN wHt u lOve~

"Ask yourself what you would do even if you were never paid.
That's a clue to what you should be doing and, of course,
still be finding a way to be paid for it.
You can attract more money from love."

-Joe Vitale: writer & management consultant-

I got this in my inbox for quite sometimes but haven't read it.
I guess now it's just the right timing for it.
Just the very right timing i would say.

Thanks Jarod. You have helped me a lot.

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xxx

~cOunTing 1, 2, ...

The wise man said that Learn to fall before learn to fly.
I wonder that does it work for every situation? Work, Life, Relationship?

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I have seen (well seem like not only me though) Let's say I and everyone else have seen the effort of one person in trying and trying to win the heart of one girl. 1, 2, 3 and many more that we kind of lost count.
It does not work but he doesn't stop trying as well.
Is that healthy?
I do give compliment for non-giving up though.
At one point, it is healthy to keep on doing that (but need to be advice or given suggestion though) as there is no definite 'NO' from the counterpart.
At another point, is that mean he is being just putting himself on the fluffy cloud on the sky by himself? If so, is that healthy to do so?
And on the other side of the point seems to have the scene of 'Good one but not the right one' that makes this triumph running.
Well, it is fun and lovely to see though.
The trying vs the playing.
And at this moment where the finale of the season is getting closer, we will see will there be the sequel or not then.

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I have been putting in the corner of 'to fall & to fly' myself as well.
Don't get to excited. It's not the matter of relationship.
It's the unknown future path of mine.
I don't know why i always do this.
To have the uncertain feeling towards the place or the people that want me.
And to put my hope up high to the uncertain place and people that might want me.
I guess it's always the feeling of 'what if?' or the 'untaken road' that haunting my sleep at night.
How can we be sure of which one will be good for u?
Even for the girl who has all confident in herself as i am, now not so sure anymore of that confidence is the fake or the original one.
I guess no one can be sure of that until u have tried it.
To fall then to fly.
One of my friend who keeps discipline in running everyday (even when she was doing the volunteering job in other country) answered my question of how can you keep doing that?
She told me it's the result afterward that has pushed her doing this.
The feeling of the lightens and relax after that worth doing this.
That is just interesting, isn't it?

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So shall i just start going for 1, 2, 3, .... What do u think?

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xxx

~biTes mE!

One thing for sure that i dont' think i can stand is someone who thinks that he can make jokes, i think not.

Everyone who knows me knows how much i do love my beautiful Thailand.
So I just can't stand when people say bad things to her.
I know that she is not perfect.
But she is to me.
So I just can't stand to hear that.
Even though for sometimes i know that i am fooling myself.
Still, i choose to do so.

So, you dont' want to know the consequences that come after if you be despite by me.
Then, don't even let any thought of you to make the bad jokes about my love.
You can state the fact or your opinion about it.
Then i will try my best to defense it. Trust me, i will do very best.
But not jokes.
NO NO NO NO.
especially when they might (even the slightly might) that people will not laugh over it.
Dont' risk it.
You don't want to risk that.

photo from flickr.com
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xxx

~oN thiS waiTinG~

While spending 30 mins of waiting for the bus, i tried my best to convince myself that using the public transportation here is one ways to save the planet. (of coz later i do think, who am i kidding at?)

The movie "Babel' flashed into my head.
The concept of everyone is connected one way or another in this world.
Human, object, plant and so on.
How's that feel then?
Great, of coz. As far that i know people do long for being a part of something.
I know that i am one of them.
The fact that people out there is trying to find the other part (better or worse, who's know?)
Still, they are in the searching.

so ... burrr......the bus passed by without notice that i was there waiting.
Try not to feel that just because i'm not the regular so they didn't stop.
My thought continues...

Kept on thinking... if one is connected to another.
i missed the bus might resulted in fainting of the heat and the tiredness in me and there would be the prince charming who loves to create the better world, also waiting for the bus and rescue me.
..No, didn't happen...

i missed the bus so i missed putting my feet in the tub and soak myself after the long tiring day which will result in saving more water and for the better world.
Yes, did happen.

i missed the bus so i have more time to just let my head spinning and spinning of what to write here.
Yes, did happen but 'till today that put this on.

i missed the bus and the world does not stop spinning around. I am still me and the world is still moving on.
Yes, did happen.

The thought kept on moving of the fact that one action will resulted in many consequences whether it happens or not.
To me, what matters is not to think of 'what if' but to think of 'what next'

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xxx



Photo taken from flickr.com

~inTimiDatiNg mE~

As lately i have an opportunity to work among Thai here.
Meet up with the new people, in the different working environment, fun!
Plus it does really spice a bit of my so boring jobless routine.

Anyway, interesting fact comes out that I, yes, Me, Weaw, do actually really intimidate (Thai) guys.
Well, this is not the first time hearing though.
In the past, it's more of related to the work and being professional.
So i thought that i have developed. (well, we need to think of that again, ain't we?)
Here i know that i am being just myself on the project. Enjoy the work, the sharing idea and the talk.
Still, i got to know that two out of the two guys that i work with, kind of afraid of me.
Yes, that's the exact word 'afraid'.
With the giggling and joking in a way of me asked 'Why?' 'What?' 'Me?' 'Come on!'

Well, here to think of it. hummm...
They said that for the girl who seem to be able to get to what the guy is thinking (ME!) or on to what they are doing (ME!), is kind of make them afraid and intimidating them in a way. (ME ME ME ME ME ME!!)
Truth be told here. I do try this time to hold back of the ideas and the opinion.
Not to be outsmart and do listen to the idea and give opportunity to others. (yes, i do and i'm still trying)
Still, like i am having the quicksilver shade on all the time.
Intimidating!

Then, i can't help to think of it though...
"Do girls need to pretend to be stupid or naive to be more adorable and lovely?"
Is that what people want? To have someone pretend to be someone that ain't they.
Is that what the smart & confident girl need to give up to in order to have the relationship or the man in her life?
Then what will leave for her then?
In order to have the life with relationship, she has to give up
a) myself
b) ....

what left? Nothing but blank. Not even the man what she leaves herself to.

Hard and tough life on being the smart girl in this world, i'm talking here.
So, people stop calling me and asking me things.
I am selling out my brain.

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xxx